darkness

I lost my Macbook in that stupid car break in. The latter half of last year seemed to be going so well. I got off meds, my mental health improved a lot, I found new aspirations and motivations in life. But as the year begun, I lost stupid Macbook. Didn't back up shit so now I've got nothin'. Seem to have left my hopes and aspirations in that stupid Macbook too.

there's a difference between being lovable and easy to love. a lovable person has lovable qualities. intrinsic traits that make people want to behold them. to give them everything that they have. a person that is easy to love, on the other hand, has no self-love. no standards. no need for anything, and that is why they are easy to love.