whistler

you know what really sucks?

when you're in one of the most beautiful places in the world, expecting it to have taken your pain away, but no. you still feel absolutely nothing.

you still have absolutely no resolve to live. to get out of bed to see the sunrise. 

no matter how picturesque the scenery is, your world is still in shades of grey.

and no matter how fresh the air is, it is still so fucking hard to breathe.