guns in my head

 


I wrote this on 10 October 2021. It's hard to swallow that even after walking away from the traumatising situations, even after all the therapy and medicine, even after arriving at the place that I've been dreaming of, and being in love with the kindest and sweetest human being ever, I'm still struggling with the horrible things in my head. The conclusion, then, is that there must be something wrong with me, right?

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