nothing

ever since i've quit drinking, i've barely shed a tear.

when i don't feel good,

i don't feel sad or angry or any other negative emotion.

i feel nothing.


it doesn't even feel like i exist, or take up any space in this world.


i have no emotions,

no words,

no tears,

no beauty,

no value,

i am nothing.

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