rumination

it's funny how words are repeated in my head over, and over again - almost against my will - even though i know that they probably don't hold the same meaning as my stupid brain attributes to them. 

like an emotional knife, it cuts deeper and deeper each time. 

but what do you think cuts deeper? the razor blade in my drawer or the words that i obsess over?

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